It was just...dreary. All day.
Until tonight. :) When the sky cleared up and the moon came out for the first time in days.
Today should be a metaphor for my next few months. Right now, my future is looking kind of bleak. I'm avoiding college mail like the plague and shrugging off any conversation centered around applications, majors, decisions, or anything to occur within the next year. So...maybe right now is the dreary, hopeless day. Life might keep up this act for a few weeks...hell, maybe a few months. But I'm really counting on resolution to most of my stressors to hit me in the forehead. Maybe I'll get lucky and the resolution will come in the form of motivation. Maybe. We'll see.
I'm mostly not wanting tomorrow to come. Because I'm not ready for it. Because I have this nifty little toy sitting in front of me. I'm thinking of naming my laptop Twain. :)
And there's the bright side for the day.
Tomorrow I will audition for the MAHS Fall Musical for the last time.
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